of the hollowness and infatuations

me loves loves loves the end of exams.
for once, i don't panic at that emptiness, hollow feeling in my cranial cavity.
awesomeness is what i call it.

and the day out with my mum was great. i really did miss the city and the stream of shoppers in their multitude of clothes and actions. ( i almost think i forgot how it looked like, i swear)
and it's the girl in me that had me buy stuff that felt good to hold in my hands with their clear shopping bags.
and we went all the way to Collingwood (!!) to source for mum's beads.
it's her new infatuation now.
both me and her have our fair share of infatuations. (lols)

and am swooning now to Jeff Buckley's Hallulujah. what a haunting voice.
and i never could figure out the meaning in that song.
but it reminds me of those rainy, gloomy days.



**i have this weird little flippy feeling in my tummy these few days just because of the view. it's just due to an infatuation, i think. that feeling of unattainable-ness. it drives me to Google it. yes, i'm guilty of Googling it. and a fair share amount of time was due to that.**