I'm not sure whether it's coz of the thesis, the ongoing drama or the passage of time, but thoughts of Sandra lessen nowadays.
I'm not too sure whether that's a good thing.
it's only been 4 months.

but this time when I go back, I'm coming to see you, Sandra.

I wake up
eat
edit my thesis
eat
edit my thesis
go for a fitness class (a girl needs to have some fresh air)
eat
edit my thesis
sleep.

whoa, how happening am I??!!

but in between bouts of hair-pulling and frantic flipping through articles and comfort eating, I get nice msn messages from the girls, which are like nuggets of warm melty chocolate. and heck care the internet quota, Youtube keeps me sane (korean MVs are hilarious!)

it's late.
and the baking goddess msned me and said that random people have been posting comments on my blog and whatnot.
and lo and behold. there they were.

either have something meaningful to say or kindly read and navigate to other blogs where you can write about silly things.
thank you very much.

boy, i do sound catty.
but i blame late-night hunger pangs and my godforsaken thesis.
and of course, people who irritate the hell out of me.

there is a plate of gooey, fudgy, honest-to-sinful-goodness choc brownies in my fridge.
ahhh, the little gastronomical pleasures of life, thank you.
and I've yet to offered anyone my little slices coz the nearest test subject is a baking goddess. and us mere mortals dare not offer up any baking goodies, because... well, her nickname reveals all.

and i dragged my brownie-fattened butt out of bed today at an ungodly hour this morning to get to a 7am fitness class.
so feeling totally virtuous today because of that, i got a yummy mocha, coz I figured after an hour of grunting and sweating and a bowl of muesli later, I deserved something special.
then I realized mocha is coffee + full-cream-milk + chocolate + sugar. and I proceeded to slurp everything down without giving a second thought. lols.

and I took my little S out for the 1st time today.
and if I do say so myself, man, did I feel like a rock chick (-wannabe perhaps? lols) with my leather jacket and the little S and Tokio Hotel playing!
all I was missing was kohl-lined eyes, black nail polish, killer boots and a smirk.
I went through the rock phase when I was in secondary school aka teenage rebellion era. and all I listened to was Linkin Park, The Police, Metallica, U2 etc. ooh and Aerosmith!
I think the older you get, the mellower your music tastes become, coz you just can't keep up with the manic beats anymore!
but BonJovi and The Eagles still rock my socks.
I'm not that old yet.

i don't care.
imma make some gooey, messy, rich, melty, sinful saucepan brownies tonight.
i need the sugar to keep up my concentration.

need to get back on the laundry and theses horse.
so a words post again.

birthdays season is upon me.
so happy birthday, my special best friend (lols, haven't used that term in a while). it's been ages since we did both our birthdays together. and I kinda miss you, not a whole lot, mind you. so don't get a bubble head. and I enjoy the random little smses that came out from nowhere and nothing. I'm waiting for a spin in the car when I head back soon.
and attended a ultra-chillax party yesterday, followed by another one this evening (which reminds me to dig through the closet for a cocktail dress) and then my little brother is turning 20 and my sane-est girlfriend's party in 2 weeks.
la-di-da. it's the social butterfly season.

jelly beans rock.
late-night MSN convos with the girl.
theses-chionging.
tea addict.
mocha lover.
and last but not least....
hello, Sennheiser surround system! *dances an Irish jig in glee*
it's too pretty and precious.
so thank you.