the realization that I'm going to be a doctor in a few years' time hits me everyday with a well-aimed punch to the gut... and takes the air out of my lungs....

this means more responsibility to be the best person i can ever be...

more effort on my part to cram all sort of info into my brain...

more conscientious work to try rid myself of my weaknesses...

phew....

Heaven Knows...

and i heard this song and it brings everything back.... it's ironic how this turns out to be...


Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows

And all I can do is hope and pray
Coz heaven knows

But tell me where do I start
Coz it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

All the time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so